You told me, I fuck like a porn star.
Right after you told me you like to have sex soft, with love and not as a one time thing.
You make me embarrassed, feel like a lower person, for being like a porn star. Cause you like soft, cosy, making love. Not shagging, fucking, thrusting.
But shagging, fucking, thrusting turns out to be exactly what you DO want to do. Now and before. Something you are ashamed over.
Sorry for not being like you want me to be, though I´m just exactly like you want me to be.
Although I am not the person you hold up towards the sky like a goddess, a goddess you are making her, believing she is.
I am like you want me to be but you don´t see the pattern. There are no goddesses, there are no porn stars. We all make love, shagg, fuck the way we like to.
 So don´t put your shame on me!